Amy Winehouse refused to go to her own birthday party after realising how drugs have ravaged her looks and ranting: “I look “f***ing ugly.”

The Grammy award-winning singer had a furious row with best pal Remi Nicole as she desperately tried to convince her to attend her own 25th bash.

Celebs including Adele, Mark Ronson, and Amy’s mother Janis waited for her in central London’s Jazz After Dark club on Saturday — but the junkie, who is still battling huge drug addictions, refused to leave home.

Three cabs were called to the star’s house in Camden, North London.

Two were sent away before Remi gave up and took the third home after three hours trying to get Amy out.

Her 15 guests were then left to eat her guitar-shaped cake without ever seeing her.

A pal said: “Amy was standing in front of the mirror telling everyone how rough she looked. Unfortunately her lifestyle has had a major affect on her appearance and it’s only just started to sink in. She kept saying she was ugly and was in an awful state. They couldn’t get her out. Remi had organized the night and made a huge effort. They had a huge row. Amy can be very selfish — there was no convincing her and she ruined the night for everyone, including herself.”

Even Amy’s pal Blake Wood — who she was rumored to have had a fling with — arrived with arms full of presents, only to be told the troubled singer wasn’t coming.

But it was Amy’s mom Janis — walking with the aid of a walking stick — who took the singer’s no show the hardest, breaking down in tears when she realized her troubled daughter wouldn’t be turning up.

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WENN