After the shocking video of Amy Winehouse smoking crack with a glass pipe emerged, the singer was reportedly left in tears.

Amy’s friends are now rallying around the singer for fear that they might lose their friend. She fooled the press Tuesday when she showed up at her doctor’s office, fooling people into believing that she was actually checking herself into rehab.

Instead, she was showing up for a regularly scheduled doctor’s appointment.

A close friend of the singer says, “Things have clearly gotten really bad. I have spoken to Amy and she is aware of everything going on around her. She hasn’t lost it, but she’s been in tears since these pictures came out and is truly ashamed and is trying to put on a brave face.”

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